ankle

One sunny evening while i was playing tennis in KMS,i ran to catch the ball.suddenly i sprained my ankle.ouch!i fell down in front of the guys there.waaaa!pain + ashamed-.-

i mumbled to myself.'haish,that leg again'.actually when i was little,i fell in a drain in my school.my leg was damnly injured.it was the worst injury i had in my entire life.i still remember how loud i screamed in rumah nenek while nenek massaging my ankle.malu.malu.malu.huuu~since that,i can't run again.when i'm running the possibility for the leg to injure is high.hmm.sad news for me:(and this's not the first time i sprained

my leg.masa kt school pun dah bnyk kali.i ran.haha.how stubborn am i.if i don't run,i will have a big fat ass kott.haish.okay.today,i go to nenek's house.she was just finishing massaging my ankle again.haiyaa.sakit.nenek said my ankle dah masuk angin cz dh biakn lama.what on earth is 'masuk angin'-.-.whatever lah.but in conclusion mmg sakit when nenek urut.rasa nk pengsan:(nenek pesan.don't run lg.careful when you're playing cz my leg could be worser:'(right now,i feel a lot better.i can walk properly:)Alhamdulillah..

love,

jaja

daisypath:'(

Today i decided to delete the daisypath in this blog.For 10 month,2 weeks,5 days we've been together.that's it.we ended this relationship.

Dear You,

             i'm sorry for everything.for what i've done to you.for making you sad in the mean time we were together.i'm sorry.it doesn't mean i'm happy to be apart from you.but i think it is the best solution.i hope both of us moving on and start a new chapter of the life.i will not forget the bittersweet memory we've been through.the pain and the happiness are equal together:)try to move on dear coz i'm not the one who can make you happy and put all your hope.you might ask why.but i think you know it.i'm sorry again.

love,

Jaja

new fb

Today i made my new facebook account.aha!i forgot my old fb account password.crap!blame the exam.hahaha*evil*evil*>;)so.all my dearest friends.please3!add me.x lrt pulak nk add one by one.thanks!

okeyh.story for today.

i went back home this morning.YAY!sem break!

saya akn meronggeng sebnyk yg mungkin b4 masuk college.ahaha!

i wish i can.but mama had assigned me with a lot of housework.DEAD MEAT-.-'

wat to do.she's my mama:)i love you mom!

HOME SWEET HOME!

gdnyte all:)

long time no see

Dear blog,
               Its been a long time since i visited you.im sorry dear.quite busy recently.evrything had change.n i would tell you one by one my dear blog.btw,today i dnt hv anything to write to you.sory eh.but tmrw i got to face my last exam paper.PHY.omaigoddd!im nervous:S.wish me luck everybody!

love,

Jaja

digging the heart..

last kiss playing~(recently my favorite country song)

right now i feel so empty inside..to many things i keep deep down my heart..so i manage to post this post..firstly about him,he's changing right now..to be better..n thank god..i love it..seriously..i love you so much syg:')but i know there's some consequences from his changing..i don't totally know what he's feeling..he keeps things inside..we're like falling apart:'..plus,there's some people who wants us to be apart..i don't have any idea what to do with'em anymore..sometimes,i can't straightly follow what they want me to do..i am myself..and you might think it's easy being me..i am only human..sometimes i laugh..sometimes i cry..sometimes i pretend..just to go on with the life in here..i want to paint my face and pretend that i am someone else..but i still can't..living in this place makes me sad(exception for the study time)..this place makes me think that i am too bad..sometimes i get so fed up n i don't want to look at myself in the mirror..i am not strong to deal with this..

p/s:i need you now dear:'(

thanks reader..

get well soon syg:'

Please feel better syg..get back to urself real soon..if u're ill,i hurt cause i care..

whenever u're sick,a part of me mourns..i keep thinking dat life isn't fair..

i worry about you and wish you the best..please get well and become safe and sound..

dat will give me new hope and i wont need to mope..when i see dat u're smile and around..

i remembered the first time i saw u real sick n i'm grateful i was there for you..ur face in pain worrying me until now..u're in pain again tonight..n i feel so tortured cz i'm far away from you now..i'm sorry dear cause i wont be able to reach you tonight..:'(

love,

jaja

2011

Dear reader,

                  I think its been quite some times i don't write in this blog..it's not like i'm busy doing work or what-so-ever..but i just don't have mood of writing..no idea pops out from my mind..huh!plus,i love to attach some pics in every post i made..bad news!my camera is broken for the third time..omaigod jaja..how u handle ur things-.-'..(dh segan dh nk mntk new camera from ayh)..i think i want to hold on dulu lahh..guys!it is 2011!err..why i get so excited?watever..so,maybe starting from this post,my new year 'azam' is to update my blog..

c'est tout de moi..merci:)

hugs n kisses,

jaja..

Thank You

Because of you
my world is now whole,
Because of you
love lives in my soul.
Because of you
I have laughter in my eyes,
Because of you
I am no longer afraid of good-byes.
You are my pillar
my stone of strength,
With me through all seasons
and great times of length.
My love for you is pure
boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday

for I have it all now
and it's all because of you.
 

THANK YOU VERY MUCH

-izz eizaz- 

I Know That I Have Found Her

To proclaim that I love her

Is so easy to say

And for that, I will tell her

In my own special way

Through meaningful words

And the warmth of my touch

Through these nights of romance

She deserves o' so much

She's trapped in my heart

She's always on my mind

She gives me her love

Our hearts intertwine

For the woman I love

I have searched my whole life

But I know that I have found her

Because I will made her my wife

 -izz eizaz-

                                                                                                                        

                                                                                            

not in a pink health:(

i got a bad fever today..
i can't get up n miss the classes..
:(
i miss the math test and PAI's presentation..
i miss my cupcake:'(

p/s:i'm getting better:)

warm hugs,

jaja:)

words..

I'll always love you no matter what's gonna happen

:)

elya

saya sayang elya!!!
=)

Expression

I love vectors because of this factor..
            (4i + 4j)
haha:P

just gonna stand there 

and watch me burn

well that's alright

because i like the way it

hurts..

just gonna stand there

and hear me cry

well that's alright

because i like the way you lie

i like the way you lie..

p/s:i really care bout you and i hope u're not giving up:'(

cry,

Aisya

calm morning...

As i opened my eyes to get up from my bed

i felt laziness surrounding the atmosphere in my room..

I felt the coldness in the air as the rain pour so silently..

I pulled my blanket through all over my body

n try to sleep again..

but i cannot..then..

i woke up and make a move to the balcony door and opened it..

till now i can feel the soft wind n the thin drops of the rain bouncing off my face..

so calm and fresh..mmm..

i closed my eyes and let the wind blew my hair..

i remembered all the persons that i really love..

mama

ayah

family

friends

you

hmm..i remembered all the warmness of love that they had given me..

a tear dropped from my eye..

all i wanted to say was something genuine..

i love you..

thank you<3

p/s:i'm not a good writer:)

With Love,

Aisya

the last song

..i just watched this amazing movie..

..the last song..

..some pieces of  remarkable words i got from the movie..

Love is fragile

and we're not always its best caretakers

we just muddle through and do the best we can 

and hope this fragile thing survives against all odds..

..this movie is not just all about the love between some teenage boys and girls but it's more to love towards family..

..i'm touch..

they r just too sweet..aha!

:)

p/s:<3

good night peeps!

love,

jaja

no title..

hello blog and readers:)

actually,tonight i'm not perfectly fine..hmm..headache ohh..but my desire of writing this post more than anything else*angkat kening*:)recently so many things had happened to me..some happy things..n vice versa..btw,i wanna say sorry to all my friends especially to Tasya n Danny..sory lah korang..aku x dpt follow korang pegi Paramore concert tu even though korang dh dptkn tiket(aku tau ticket tu free)...bhahahaha!thanks a lot korang..nnty next concert,maybe aku pegi eh:D..next,there were piles of homework..omaigod!>.<'..adoi..math,phy,chem,IELTS..so,i just spend my time doing all the homeworks instead of sleeping-.-'..aha!i'm good an?an?an?=P

Part 2

A person who spreads stories to get an attention of others after she saw anything which is none of her business is a big L..i repeat..BIG L..get me?hey bitch,don't think i don't know bout it lah..aku x cari pasal kat kau kan?so,sile la blah or kalau still x nk blah..see me face to face n ckap ape yang kau x puas hati sgt*i feel like slapping you right now*..woops!shut up jaja..

part 3..

this is beautiful:)

mama..can you buy me this dress for this year prom?*wink*wink*;)*ngade2 tone*

plz3..

p/s:u mean nothing to me..so,back off..

Kisses,

Jaja

you..

You are the best thing dat ever happened to me..

 

You're one of a kind..

suddenly,in IELTS class a while ago i found this courage sayings..

it makes me feel a bit better from my SICK LOW SELF-ESTEEM

:)

Move away from the need to compare yourself to others and you will move rapidly toward higher levels of effectiveness and fulfillment.

Many of the things you see as limitations and deficiencies in your own life are not really limitations at all.They've created in your imagination when you compare yourself to others.

Don't waste your time focusing on what other have that you don't have.Instead,put your time and energy into making the most of the unique and valuable knowledge,skills and resources that you have available to you.

Don't allow your energy to be drained away by worrying about what others will think.Simply be your authentic best and keep in mind that what anyone else thinks about you is not your concern.

It's great when you can learn from others,find joy in being with others and corporate with others to achieve mutually beneficial results.Just don't allow your life become bogged down by constantly comparing its details with the lives of these around you.

You're one of a kind.The more completely you celebrate and fulfill that reality,the more satisfying and rewarding life will be...;)

~by Ralph Marston~ 

This sayings might be too long and boring..but it opens my eyes..

n the people with low self-esteem like me should read this..

Thank You

~jaja~

cleaning day=)

helllo blog n readers;)

it's been a long time i didn't update this blog..

dh b'habuk2 dah..so,today is a CLEANING DAY..

o.0..aha!

in this post i wanna tell bout recent things happened to me..

1.(25/09/2010)

date with my beloved izz..we were going to TS..i had a great day syg:)ILYSM<3

2.last week i got my mid-sem exam result..aha!not really good..BOOOO!but,it's just the starting...i learn from my mistakes..=)

3.everynight during last week,i argued with izz-.-'..adoi..plz understand me honey..i'm not ignoring you baby..understand the circumtances syg..

4.i'm addicted to vono's chicken n mushroom soup..hohoho!it's delicious peeps!give it a try..haha..

5.hmm..i wanna say i'm sorry to Alfa Fitry..sorry babe i couldn't make it to ur open house='(..we meet next time eh..not to forget Elya juga..sorry x dpt pegi ur bro's engagement ceremony..huuu~

6.last night izz made me cry..then,he made me smile..me amour,u're such a puzzle..but,i love to talk to u even though the topic is about arguement:)

p/s:sorry no photo snap for this post..

hugs n kisses,

~jaja~

cute conversation=)

• Boy: Babe?
• Girl: Yes?
• Boy: Which do you wear more often? Shorts? or Skirts?
• Girl: Umm.. depends on my mood, Why?
• Boy: Oh, I’m just asking. But next time in the future, Wear something that goes up to your ankles. :)
• Girl: Are you insane? -girls laughs- It’s so hot here, baby.
• Boy: I know, But I said in the future.
• Girl: What are you talking about?
• Boy: And when you wear that, Make sure you wear gloves that reaches to your albums alright?
• Girl: Omg, Is this for halloween? :)
• Boy: -boy laughs- No, babe. It’s not.
• Girl: Are we playing dress up? We’re too old for that now, baby. =$
• Boy: -boy laughs more- No, babe. We’re not either. Just listen to me alright? Then you have to put a veil over your head… :P
• Girl: So this is for halloween!
• Boy: -sighs- Nevermind. You don’t get it. It’s alright.
• Girl: Hahaha, I’m just kidding baby! :) Do I change my last name on that day? =$
• Boy: Yes, you do. :)
• Girl: Will I be yours forever starting from that day?
• Boy: Ever since that night you told me you love me back, It was the start of our forever.
• Girl: -girl blushes- Really?
• Boy: ‘Till death do us part. :)