new fb

Today i made my new facebook account.aha!i forgot my old fb account password.crap!blame the exam.hahaha*evil*evil*>;)so.all my dearest friends.please3!add me.x lrt pulak nk add one by one.thanks!

okeyh.story for today.

i went back home this morning.YAY!sem break!

saya akn meronggeng sebnyk yg mungkin b4 masuk college.ahaha!

i wish i can.but mama had assigned me with a lot of housework.DEAD MEAT-.-'

wat to do.she's my mama:)i love you mom!

HOME SWEET HOME!

gdnyte all:)

long time no see

Dear blog,
               Its been a long time since i visited you.im sorry dear.quite busy recently.evrything had change.n i would tell you one by one my dear blog.btw,today i dnt hv anything to write to you.sory eh.but tmrw i got to face my last exam paper.PHY.omaigoddd!im nervous:S.wish me luck everybody!

love,

Jaja

digging the heart..

last kiss playing~(recently my favorite country song)

right now i feel so empty inside..to many things i keep deep down my heart..so i manage to post this post..firstly about him,he's changing right now..to be better..n thank god..i love it..seriously..i love you so much syg:')but i know there's some consequences from his changing..i don't totally know what he's feeling..he keeps things inside..we're like falling apart:'..plus,there's some people who wants us to be apart..i don't have any idea what to do with'em anymore..sometimes,i can't straightly follow what they want me to do..i am myself..and you might think it's easy being me..i am only human..sometimes i laugh..sometimes i cry..sometimes i pretend..just to go on with the life in here..i want to paint my face and pretend that i am someone else..but i still can't..living in this place makes me sad(exception for the study time)..this place makes me think that i am too bad..sometimes i get so fed up n i don't want to look at myself in the mirror..i am not strong to deal with this..

p/s:i need you now dear:'(

thanks reader..