Sunday, June 12, 2011


One sunny evening while i was playing tennis in KMS,i ran to catch the ball.suddenly i sprained my ankle.ouch!i fell down in front of the guys there.waaaa!pain + ashamed-.-
i mumbled to myself.'haish,that leg again'.actually when i was little,i fell in a drain in my leg was damnly was the worst injury i had in my entire life.i still remember how loud i screamed in rumah nenek while nenek massaging my ankle.malu.malu.malu.huuu~since that,i can't run again.when i'm running the possibility for the leg to injure is high.hmm.sad news for me:(and this's not the first time i sprained
my leg.masa kt school pun dah bnyk kali.i stubborn am i.if i don't run,i will have a big fat ass,i go to nenek's house.she was just finishing massaging my ankle again.haiyaa.sakit.nenek said my ankle dah masuk angin cz dh biakn lama.what on earth is 'masuk angin'-.-.whatever lah.but in conclusion mmg sakit when nenek urut.rasa nk pengsan:(nenek pesan.don't run lg.careful when you're playing cz my leg could be worser:'(right now,i feel a lot better.i can walk properly:)Alhamdulillah..


Today i decided to delete the daisypath in this blog.For 10 month,2 weeks,5 days we've been together.that's it.we ended this relationship.
Dear You,
             i'm sorry for everything.for what i've done to you.for making you sad in the mean time we were together.i'm doesn't mean i'm happy to be apart from you.but i think it is the best solution.i hope both of us moving on and start a new chapter of the life.i will not forget the bittersweet memory we've been through.the pain and the happiness are equal together:)try to move on dear coz i'm not the one who can make you happy and put all your might ask why.but i think you know it.i'm sorry again.


Thursday, June 9, 2011

new fb

Today i made my new facebook account.aha!i forgot my old fb account password.crap!blame the exam.hahaha*evil*evil*>;)so.all my dearest friends.please3!add me.x lrt pulak nk add one by one.thanks!

okeyh.story for today.
i went back home this morning.YAY!sem break!
saya akn meronggeng sebnyk yg mungkin b4 masuk college.ahaha!
i wish i can.but mama had assigned me with a lot of housework.DEAD MEAT-.-'
wat to do.she's my mama:)i love you mom!
gdnyte all:)

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

long time no see

Dear blog,
               Its been a long time since i visited sorry dear.quite busy recently.evrything had change.n i would tell you one by one my dear blog.btw,today i dnt hv anything to write to you.sory eh.but tmrw i got to face my last exam paper.PHY.omaigoddd!im nervous:S.wish me luck everybody!


Saturday, January 22, 2011

digging the heart..

last kiss playing~(recently my favorite country song)

right now i feel so empty many things i keep deep down my i manage to post this post..firstly about him,he's changing right be better..n thank god..i love it..seriously..i love you so much syg:')but i know there's some consequences from his changing..i don't totally know what he's feeling..he keeps things inside..we're like falling apart:',there's some people who wants us to be apart..i don't have any idea what to do with'em anymore..sometimes,i can't straightly follow what they want me to do..i am myself..and you might think it's easy being me..i am only human..sometimes i laugh..sometimes i cry..sometimes i pretend..just to go on with the life in here..i want to paint my face and pretend that i am someone else..but i still can' in this place makes me sad(exception for the study time)..this place makes me think that i am too bad..sometimes i get so fed up n i don't want to look at myself in the mirror..i am not strong to deal with this..
p/s:i need you now dear:'(
thanks reader..

Monday, January 17, 2011

get well soon syg:'

Please feel better syg..get back to urself real soon..if u're ill,i hurt cause i care..
whenever u're sick,a part of me mourns..i keep thinking dat life isn't fair..
i worry about you and wish you the best..please get well and become safe and sound..
dat will give me new hope and i wont need to mope..when i see dat u're smile and around..
i remembered the first time i saw u real sick n i'm grateful i was there for you..ur face in pain worrying me until now..u're in pain again tonight..n i feel so tortured cz i'm far away from you now..i'm sorry dear cause i wont be able to reach you tonight..:'(


Friday, January 14, 2011


Dear reader,

                  I think its been quite some times i don't write in this's not like i'm busy doing work or what-so-ever..but i just don't have mood of idea pops out from my mind..huh!plus,i love to attach some pics in every post i made..bad news!my camera is broken for the third time..omaigod u handle ur things-.-'..(dh segan dh nk mntk new camera from ayh)..i think i want to hold on dulu lahh..guys!it is 2011!err..why i get so excited?,maybe starting from this post,my new year 'azam' is to update my blog..
c'est tout de moi..merci:)

hugs n kisses,